today is one of my lowest days.... i did something really stupid today, and i should apologize to that person too. for hurting that person... i guess i made a HUGE mistake... i am so confused and lost, i dont know what i should do, i dont want to make everything worse. i am trying so hard to make things good, but i actually messed everything up. now i feel really really stupid...
i feel really sad, but i feel lighter now. i shall move on! well i need to cheer up, i cant just let this take over my life, at least i still have all my friends ^^